Idle

Most days in the empty office, it feels as though I’m in between time..in between thoughts...in between two worlds ...in between memories...only momentarily slipping into reality to taste the bitterness of ‘un-productivity’. I have always been super slow...it makes me wonder how I move at all. Sometimes, I am unsure what needs to be done and feel stuck in the moment....in its emptiness with only a clock tower and a few far away buildings filling the stretch of my vision. The blue sky with scattered clouds is the best of all that I like. I feel so idle...and it feels kind comforting but the logical brain lets me know, that I must do something.

Lunch time episode

Went to the park and re-discovered the fountain. Fed crumbs to a sea gull, a pigeon and two other little birds that ‘looked’ suspiciously like ‘ge-kurullo’. The sea gull was the smartest because he left as soon as I closed the lunch box. Talked to a sales-rep who tried to sell me ‘kiwisaver’, thankfully he left after five minutes and I continued being just as I was. Pity I had to leave back to work, it was such a cozy spot.