Content

Tonight the heartaches have subsided. The headaches are no more. The usual anxieties are not as obvious. Perhaps it's this overwhelming tiredness I feel. It's as if my senses are numb except completely absorbed in my music. Times like these are nice in a weird way. Somehow this moment is perfect, for i feel as if i have surrendered. For now all my yearnings have fallen away unasked. I feel content just being.